“Do you know the Tristan Rêveur quote about bad art? It’s ‘bad art is more tragically beautiful than good art ‘cause it documents human failure’….An elegant suicide is the ultimate work of art.”
[ About ME:]
spontaneous decisions. piercings. tattoos. art. retro. music. hanging out with friends. unique,interesting people. philly. the skyline. Xbox. the shoreline. the human mind. storms && stars. hairstyling. starbucks. daydreaming. surprises. originality. meeting new people. sports. photography. texting. sobe. joyriding. vintage photography.
my names ashley, and i live in the central part of south jersey i guess you can say. i’m not so much this entity that withholds wonder and mystery from the world, yet i’m just a girl who’s a big mess.i’m the typical maturing teenage girl: packaged with insecurities and all, not invincible, and seemingly simplistic, but hold a mind eclectic in thought. i’m an oxymoron in flesh&bone state.
and with that; i’m not special at all either. i look at everything in retrospect. To me i’m just the same decaying matter as anyone else in the world.i’m going to die, but til that day i live wanting to thrive for something real, and constant to hold onto at all times in my short life. Now remember everyone has their story and their scars and i definitely have mind. Ive been through troubles and i’ve overcome obstacles, and yes some still follow me to this day, but i’m trying to get by. that’s my journey. My journey, you’re kinda following… through pictures of course.
But I really don’t know how to do this whole page. i’m technically doing it so i don’t get anymore questions about myself or of my “stats”. and to be honest i’m kinda winging it. Please bare with me.
I’m a sophomore in community college going for an Associates degree in Addictions Counseling, who then is doing an at home study course on scholarship from Thomas Edison State College of New Jersey for a Bachelors in the same field, and a Bachelors in Developmental Psychology. If i’m not too tired i then plan on finishing the process for a Masters in Addictions Psychology/Therapy/Counseling at Rutgers. I’m doing all of this while working part time at FiveBelow as a sales associate who is soon to have a second job by the end of summer. So from that i can actually start, i’m smarter then i sound over the internet, and i’m more motivated then i seem to appear in my sidebar picture.
i’m not all work and no play.
I drink rum like a pirate over the summer. i hang out with my friends as much as i can. i go to shows. i go to parties. i joyride. i do stupid things. i take trips. i live my life day by day, enjoying anything i can.
i live balancing work and play, not letting one overpower the other.
but i guess there’s more then work and play in life. this is where i talk about the other aspect of my life, my relationships // love life. right now i hate everyone and everything…. so there you go.
so, there you have it. this is me and what i have to offer from a personal stance. if you wanna be more in depth, actually become friends with me. message me on facebook, actually talk to me. be nice, i don’t bite i promise.
so lets be friends? kay?
[ Other shit stuff to know ]
-why don’t you follow anyone back?
ill follow people i know in real life & blogs that express my PERSONAL attention. its nothing personal against anyone.
-will you look at my blog?
deff, just send me something in my ask box, and ill check it out. i’m not saying i don’t look at anyone who follows me. i look at all of them just not on a daily basis like the people i actually follow.
-where do you get you pictures//gifs?
most of my pictures come from lovelyuglybones, Z33zy, a0micb0mb., undertowbr0, or inlust-we-trust. then some gifs come from setbabiesonfire, others from valerieresin. but other then that i get my pictures and gifs from google websites i randomly find or every once and awhile ill actually make one of my photos or gifs. so yeah…
no i don’t do that shit. this isn’t a popularity contest. i only promote music, and that’s usually the music of one friend, reotb.
-ASKs and MESSAGEs?
i answer every single one fully and honestly. I accept all rudeness, just know i lash right back, but anything other then that im perfectly comfortable answering.
[ ENDNOTE ]
” You were created to love and be loved. You were meant to live life in relationship with other people, to know and be known. You need to know that your story is important and that you’re part of a bigger story.”